Two stories in this morning's NY Times caught my attention. One of them made me smile. One of them made me cry.
The smile, first.
The Statue of Liberty is reopening the stairs up to the Crown on July 4th. Wow. Yay! I climbed to that crown when I was 19, in 1976. It was a thrilling experience, especially for a country girl from an Oregon dairyfarm, like me.
It was the same day that I went to visit the World Trade Towers.
I was working on the campaign of former Congressman Allard Lowenstein (on Long Island), and living with him and his wife, Jenny. Jenny had taken it upon herself to take me sightseeing around Manhattan.
We went to Wall Street, which I knew would thrill my stock-market-loving Dad. We saw the Tall Ships in the harbor, which were docked there for the Bicentennial celebration. We went to Twin Towers to visit with Jenny's brother, who was the president of Fiduciary Bank and Trust. They were high up in one of the towers...they had 2 floors, I remember, and fabulous views of the city.
And then Jenny took me out to the Statue of Liberty. We climbed the steps all the way to the Crown. Remember, this is late June or early July in NY City. It was hot and sticky and we were in very close quarters in a very narrow stairway. I think I read that it is 183 steps. You get up in the crown and have to crouch over (it's not that tall) and look through the grill at the gorgeous island in front of you. You have to move on pretty quickly because there are tons of people waiting behind you, only to have to descend those 183 steps down on the other side. But it's a probably once-in-a-lifetime event in one's life and worth every sticky, uncomfortable minute.
Of course, I couldn't do it NOW. I'm in good shape, I could fit, but it is narrow and closed-in and over the past 10 years I have become somewhat claustrophobic. I don't know where it comes from but it makes my heart pound, and my knees go weak, and my fear level goes through the roof when I am in small, enclosed spaces.
But the memory gave me a HUGE smile this morning.
Now, for the crying.
I read the article about Stephen Morgan, who murdered a student at Wesleyen College in Connecticut this week. He was the son of wealth and privilege, but a bit of a loner (the quiet, deadly type that we keep reading about). And he hated Jews. Amazing that we can convince ourselves that a whole group of people are bad enough, worthless enough, lowly enough to deserve killing just for being who they were born to be. It outrages me, saddens me, frightens me to have this sort of human thought floating around in this world. And this sweet, lovely girl...Johanna Justin-Jinich...not much younger than my own daughter, was the victim of this horror.
I cried. I really did. For the loss of a young, promising, bright young woman. For her parents. For the fear that someone might decide that MY daughter was not worthy of life because her skin is white, or her eyes are green, or her upbringing was too privileged. It made me despair about the world.
But, I'll try to put the tears aside and concentrate on all the wonderful people there are in the world. I've met thousands of them. And the really sad, sick ones...I prefer to think that they are in the minority.